psychotic romance

All right. *Deep breath* I think I'm over it... the not ever getting back with Rebe thing.
I've started working the bar downstairs... hold your horses, it was slow as Christmas and I'm still serving upstairs. Still, it is a step in the right direction and I think it is about time to get back on the exercise and yoga thing and maybe even get back to the pen.
I did realize something. Rebe always thought of my disorder as me just being "fickle" or fake, my chaotic patterns as weakness. I wonder if there will be issues with other women who will think the same of me, who will overlook the consistancies for the lack thereof. Maybe I shouldn't wonder, I'm fairly certain it will cause issues, I guess I'm just wondering on how to deal with them before they cause damage.
Soooo, not much else going on, but for me that is plenty. About to try and make calls. Much love.